Who cares about trust anyway?? (retracting my earlier post on trust)

so i trust you and tell you things.

my feelings.

my emotions.

how i view things.

and you quickly just stab me in the back.

stab me until every possible hole in my back is dripping with blood.

you slowly drain the life out of me by constantly re-opening all my old wounds.

you say 'dont worry you can trust me' but as soon as i turn my back, i feel the knife going in.

the sharpest knife that you could ever find.

you clearly dont care.

or perhaps you just dont understand the meaning of trust.

but then again who cares about trust anyway.

who cares what impact it has on a person.

no one.

but its ok.

 i will quickly get over this.

over you.

over all of this crap.

but one thing is for sure...

i am really disappointed.

disappointed that you couldn't see the trail of blood that i have been dragging along with me.

disappointed that you had to add to the trail.

that enless trail of disgust.

wow haha.

i should have known.

who cares about trust anyway?

i just realised.

Friend 4 Life...

Growing up I was always told to make my family my number one priority. That friends will come and go but your family is always there.

I took that literal.

Shame on them because I have made some amazing friends who have become more than family.

Shame on me because I might not have these friends if I listened.

I think that one of the perks of life is having friends.
Meeting those important people that you know will be there for you no matter what. Thats what I call a true friend.

A friend for Life!

 In the worst of your struggles, thats when these people come around because they know that you need them.

There is nothing better than getting a phone call from a friend just when your day starts to fall apart.

Someone to put a smile on your face.

A friend for Life!

I feel like I would be completely lost without my friends.
There are days when I would rather be on my own due to my own insecurities, but in all honesty I light up like a flame when a friend comes round.

In a way I think that anyone who claims to not need the comfort of friendship is rather stange.

Having the chance to talk and laugh along to general things is the one thing that I love to do with my friends.

A friend for Life!!
I have a few of those

Txx